Wednesday, December 22, 2010
11:32 PM
So many things to do,
So many things on my mind.
I am 19,
not old and not young.
What have i achieved? Nothing.
Ohhhhhhhh, sucks to be me.
Sometimes i hope things will be idealistic,
but we still have to bow down to practicality and the reality.
Why is life like this?
Can't we have a simple life with no troubles?
Obviously not.
Is it really so hard?
So hard to do a simple request?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
It's hard to tell the truth.
And yes, talk is cheap.
Action just shows it all.
Im childish like that.
I wonder who can tolerate me for who i am.
Reality check: Time to grow up, be more mature and stop thinking that its right for people to give in to me. It's really hard to find someone who can put up with me i guess.
Oh well, i hate myself and my crazy thoughts at times :/
One last thing, fairytale doesn't exist. No true love, no one and only exist in this complicated world.
So many things on my mind.
I am 19,
not old and not young.
What have i achieved? Nothing.
Ohhhhhhhh, sucks to be me.
Sometimes i hope things will be idealistic,
but we still have to bow down to practicality and the reality.
Why is life like this?
Can't we have a simple life with no troubles?
Obviously not.
Is it really so hard?
So hard to do a simple request?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
It's hard to tell the truth.
And yes, talk is cheap.
Action just shows it all.
Im childish like that.
I wonder who can tolerate me for who i am.
Reality check: Time to grow up, be more mature and stop thinking that its right for people to give in to me. It's really hard to find someone who can put up with me i guess.
Oh well, i hate myself and my crazy thoughts at times :/
One last thing, fairytale doesn't exist. No true love, no one and only exist in this complicated world.
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